a PIECE of me

Blog EntryQuotablesNov 3, '09 1:26 AM
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Starting today, I'll take good care of her.

I'll make her happy everyday

No more tears will be shed

When she is afraid, I'll be by her side

When she is bored in the evening, I'll watch TV with her

When the whether is freezing cold, I'll hug her tightly

When she is having a tantrum, I will vent her anger on me in silence

Do you know?

I really wish that she can be the happiest woman in this world

Although I would be very busy and stupid

But I'll always stay by her side until I'm very, very old

Never will we part with each other.

- Dr. Su, The Hospital

Blog EntryPa pa ra pap pa...Oct 22, '09 6:39 PM
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My limbic system is in rage.

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

WTF. BS. FO. 

Then sings...

Dont worry about a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin: dont worry about a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right!



Blog EntryKatorse once moreOct 10, '09 11:10 PM
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"Para akong kanin na sinubo mo at nang mapaso ka ay niluwa mo ulit"
- Nene from Katorse


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Haha. 
Magaling magaling.
I'm sorry na naman.
Na-addict na ko. 
Lol.




Blog Entry"Katorse"Oct 4, '09 8:40 AM
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Isa lang ba akong palay na lumapit 

sa'yo kaya mo ko tinuka?

-Nene from Katorse



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Naks. Aylavit. :))
I'm sorry, jologs lang. 
Haha.

Blog EntryJacque Bermejo? DUH.Sep 27, '09 10:39 AM
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I can't even find the exact words to describe how I am feeling right now. 


ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.


What is your freaking problem?




Blog EntryOndoy! NO!!!!Sep 26, '09 5:57 AM
for everyone
Sobrang lakas ng ulan kaya lahat ng kids ay nag-cancel na ng kanilang sessions. Alas dose palang, nakababa na kami ni Jessy at Lorlor ng Tycoon pero kumain muna kami sa McDo. Tumambay pa kami kasi baka humina ng kaunti yung ulan. Imbis na humina ang ulan, lalong lumakas at sinabayan pa ng malakas na hangin. Buti nalang sinundo kami ng mom ni Jessy at nakababa kami ni Lorlor sa may Boni. Nung nakita ko naman yung daan pauwi ng Makati, natuwa ako dahil hindi masikip ang trapiko. In fact, madalang nga ang sasakyan sa daan. Tuloy tuloy naman ang byahe pero biglang tumigil sa Pasong Tamo. Naghintay ako ng 30 minutes pero hindi pa rin makalampas sa traffic light na kapiraso nalang talaga ang layo. Sabi ni kuya driver, "Siguro sa Dian ang baha. Hindi naman nagbabaha dyan sa Mayapis". Ako naman, naniwala kay kuya at hinintay ko pa rin na gumalaw ang bus. Sobrang tagal talaga. Ayaw pa rin umusad. Maya maya, may nakita akong bus on the other side at natanggal na ang kanyang bumper. Oh no! Akala ko ba hindi bumabaha sa Mayapis, Kuya? Nagdesisyon na akong bumaba ng bus kasi mukhang hindi naman baha.

Pagkalampas ko ng traffic light, napansin ko na stranded na ang mga sasakyan sa dulo kaya pala hindi na umuusad ang mga bus. Bakit kaya stranded? Baha na ba sa unahan? After a while, naramdaman ko na ang baha. Unti-unti tumaas ang tubig. Nung una, hanggang ankle ko lang tapos naging hanggang tuhod na. Oh my! Deadma lang ako, inisip ko nalang na kailangan kong bilisan umuwi para matapos na ang lahat ng ito. Lakad lang ng lakad hanggang D KO NA KINAYA dahil kapag nagpatuloy pa ako, mahaharass na ang pagkatao ko. Tulongggggggggg!!! May mga pedicab sa paligid pero san ako uupo dito? Sa bubong?

Kuya pedicab driver: "Pedicab po, ma'am?"
Ako: "Kuya, san ako uupo dyan?" 
Kuya: "Dito." sabay hawak sa driver's seat.
Ako: "Magkano naman kuya?"
Kuya: "Magkano ba binabayad mo papunta dun?"
Ako: "Hindi ko alam kuya eh."
Kuya: "Ngayon lang din ako nagtulak dito."
Ako: "Ok na 50, kuya?"
Kuya: Natahimik. "Dagdagan mo naman ng konti."
Ako: "70, pwede na."
Kuya: "Sige."
Ako: Umupo na ako ng nakataas ang dalawang paa sa metal na parang katawan ng pedicab. Oh no! Dala ko pa ang laptop kong napakabigat. "Kuya, hindi ba ito babaligtad?"
Kuya: "Grabe ka naman. HIndi yan. Hawak ka lang."
Ako: "Malalim na ba ito kanina, Kuya?"
Kuya: "Bumaba na nga ito eh. Kanina hanggang dibdib na yan. Yung isang dalaga nga kanina, sa bubong ko pinaupo kasi sobrang taas na ng tubig."
Ako: "Grabe. Ngayon lang ako nakaranas ng ganito kabaha. Dati hanggang tuhod lang." Biglang may dumaan na sasakyan kaya parang nagkaroon ng baha waves. Napasigaw ako. "Waaaaa."
Kuya: "Hawakan mo yung manibela, itutulak ko sa likod."
Ako: Tiniklop ko na ang payong ko at humawak ng mahigpit sa manibela. "Baka mahulog ako kuya ah."
Kuya: "Kumapit ka lang ng mabuti. Wag mo papuntahin sa gilid. Sa gitna lang kasi mas malalim dyan sa gilid. Pakiramdaman mo lang ang tubig ah."
Ako: "Baka abutin na ko ng tubig. Hala."
Kuya: "Ganito sa Makati, Baha." Natawa naman ako dun, kuya. Haha. "Dito ka na ba bababa?"
Ako: "Dun sa Cityland, Kuya."
Kuya: "Dito na ba?"
Ako: "Hindi, Kuya. Yung sa unahan pa."
Kuya: "Naku, mataas na ang tubig dito."
Ako: "Kuya, dito nalang sa Cityland na ito. Iikot nalang ako sa kabilang Cityland. Kuya, ibaba mo ko dun sa medyo tabi ah." Sinubukan pa ni kuya na medyo itulak over a hump ang pedicab pero hindi na talaga kinaya dahil pababa ang sahig so baka lumubog kami at lalong madisgrasya. Napaparanoid din ako habang tinutulak nya dahil tumatagilid ang pedicab. Scared! Baka pagtulak nya ay tumaob ako at lumagpak sa tubig baha. Na-feel ko ang pagkahaggard ni kuya kaya dun ko nalang sa gilid pinatabi. Medyo nahirapan pa akong lumipat kasi kailangan kong tumayo sa driver's seat at kailangan kong umapak sa isang mas mataas na semento para hindi ako mabasa ng tuluyan. Kailangan kong ibalanse ang sarili ko dahil isang maling galaw lang ay mahuhulog talaga ako. Salamat talaga kay kuya. 

Salamat at nakatayo na rin ako dun sa semento. Akala ko tapos na ang problema ko pero hindi pa pala. Kung ayaw ko ulit lumusong sa tubig, kailangan kong lumipat ulit sa isang mas mataas at mas malayong semento kung saan may isa pang kuya na nakatayo.

Ako: "Pano ako bababa?"
Kuya pedicaber: "Liban ka dun sa isa pang semento."
Kuya in polo and slacks: "I'll help you."
Ako: "Abot ko ba ito?" Sinubukan kong i-stretch ang paa ko, ngunit nabigo na naman ako. Unang una, mas mataas ang dapat kong lipatan kaya kailangan ko ng malakas na pwersa para iakyat ang buo kong katawan. Pangalawa, hanggang gitna lang ang kinaya ng legs ko na abutin. Kung ipipilit ko na maabot ang kabilang semento, isa na akong hibang dahil parang sinabi ko na rin na kaya kong mag-split. 
Kuya in polo ang slacks: "Can you make it?"
Ako: "It's too far."
Kuya pedicaber: "Kailangan mo ng tulong?" Lumapit si kuya sa akin.
Ako: "Bababa nalang ako." 
Kuya in polo ng slacks: "Give me your bag. I'll hold it for you. Hindi ko naman yan maitatakbo dahil baha everywhere."
Ako: Binigay ko na kay kuya in slacks ang bag ko at lumusong na ako ulit sa baha. Hindi naman na-harass ang pagkatao ko dahil lampas ng konti sa tuhod ang tubig. No choice na eh, ilang hakbang nalang. Woah. "Salamat, kuya"
Kuya in slacks: "It's ok."

Matapos ang paglusong sa baha, nakaahon na rin ako at nakarating sa paparoonan. Hay. Sa wakas. Salamat sa Dyos. Pagkadating ko sa bahay, sabi ng nanay ko ay naghahanap na raw sya ng number ng clinic para malaman kung nasaan na ako. Nawalan kasi ako ng battery kaya hindi na ko nakapag-text. Napakagandang timing nga naman. Bago pa ko makapasok ng tuluyan sa condo, inabutan na agad ako ng twalya para maligo. At last! Salamat ulit kay Lord. 

Nakabukas ang TV at nanonood ng news ang mga tao sa bahay nung dinatnan ko sila. Hindi lang pala Makati ang baha. Napakadaming lugar ang baha at napakaraming tao ang stranded. Sabi sa balita, may mga tao na nasa bubong na dahil napakataas ng tubig. Wala na silang ilaw at wala pa silang makain. Meron pang ibang mga nanay na buhat ang kanilang mga baby na nasa bubong at second floor na ng bahay nila. Humihingi sila ng tulong dahil baka tumaas pa ang tubig at baka kung ano pang mangyari lalo na sa mga bata. Na-realize ko din na blessed pa rin ako dahil kahit na ano pa ang nangyari kanina, nasa bahay na ako ngayon at ligtas. 

Sa mga nagrereklamo at naiinis dahil sa ulan, sana maisip din natin na blessed pa rin tayo dahil ligtas tayo kumpara sa ibang tao na nasa labas pa rin at walang kasiguraduhan ang buhay. Imbis na mainis, ipagdasal nalang natin ang kaligtasan nila. Lord, sa mga tumutulong sa rescue, sana bigyan Nyo po sila ng lakas para mas makatulong pa. Sa mga stranded sa iba't ibang lugar, sana po magtiwala sila at wag mawalan ng pag-asa. Amen.

That in All Things, God May be Glorified!








Blog EntryWanted Textmate?Sep 24, '09 11:05 AM
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I was riding a bus on my way to Ortigas when something written on a seat in front of me caught my attention. 

These were the exact words:

WNTD TXTM8
09**-***-**** (smart number)
NEWBORN 
GUL
ONLY.

"What? Newborn girl?", I asked myself. 
"Ano yun newborn as in sanggol?"
"May iba pa bang meaning ang newborn?"

Natawa nalang ako. D ko kinaya, once again. Lol. Pero baka nga may ibang newborn syang sinasabi. Basta. That's it. Natuwa naman ako so ok na rin. 



Blog EntryJeepney signboardSep 22, '09 11:08 AM
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I always see this signboard in jeepneys. I keep on staring and thinking about it. Hmm.

God knows HUDAS not pay.

I was thinking and talking to myself trying to make sense of it. Was this just a grammatical error or what? Was it about Judas or I don't know. For a while, I stopped caring about it. I gave up after a few days. Who cares anyway, it's not a big deal. It's just a signboard.

One night, on my way back home, I saw the signboard again. I kept on reading it in my mind over and over again.

LIGHT BULB! 

SNAP!

God knows HUDAS not pay.

as in

God knows who does not pay.

Sorry for being slow. Still is related to Judas. The construction now makes sense.

Haha.

Lesson: Don't forget to pay for a jeepney ride or else... lol.






Blog EntryHush, Quiet mouth.Sep 17, '09 7:35 PM
for everyone


Haggard!



Please, no more ENGLISH!


My nose is bleeding BIG TIME.


QUIET MOUTH!





Blog EntryBIR, SSS, Alumni ID... may kulang pa ba?Sep 16, '09 10:18 AM
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Ang araw na ito ay inilaan para sa BIR, SSS at alumni ID. Very good ang super nanay ko at natapos namin ang lahat ng ito ng kalahating araw lamang. Ang hindi ko lang nakuha ay ang alumni ID dahil naubusan na raw at sa isang linggo pa magkakaroon. Voter's ID naman sa Byernes ang kailangan kong asikasuhin. Nakakawindang.

Pagkatapos namin gawin ang lahat ng ito, san pa nga ba pupunta kundi sa Rob. Habang naglalakad kami ng nanay ko bigla nalang nya sinabi:

"APAT NA TAON KA RIN PALA DITO SA ROB."

Benta. Parang apat na taon akong nag-aral sa Rob. D ko kinaya. Hahaha.



Blog EntryDefine ADORABLE. They are!!!Sep 10, '09 11:29 AM
for everyone
Kid 1 & 2: *pointing and looking at the zip-line*

Me: What do you want?

Kid 1 & 2: *pointing and looking at the zip-line*

Me: What will you say?

Kid1: Teacher Cherry, can you give me the the zip-line, please? *cute voice*

Kid2: Teacher Cher, can I use the zip-line? *cute voice again*

Me: Very good!



ADORABLE!!!

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY.

Blog EntryTo Every Guy ÜAug 30, '09 12:33 AM
for everyone
To every guy that has said, "You're beautiful."

To every guy that has said, "Sex CAN wait."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

To every guy that calls(or texts) to make sure she got home safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her house.

To every guy that gave his heart.

To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he is not with her.

To every guy who is willing to wait for years just to prove his love for her.

To every guy who still prioritizes God instead of making the girl as the sun of his life.


...This one bulletin post is for you...


Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore... And because of this, there are not many left out there... I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not re-post this because they care more about their image. If you are a nice guy re-post this with "We're a Dying Breed " If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way re-post this with: "To Every Guy"

Blog EntryCherry Rose O. Toledo, OTRP. Thank You, Lord!Jul 30, '09 1:26 PM
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Messages:
Tin: Results are out.
     *nagpanic na ako. refresh refresh bomboradyo. OMG. Top 10 palang. Ok. Hinga hinga*
Tin: Congrats cherry rose toledo, otrp.
     *oh bakit alam na ni tin bakit ako hindi ko mahanap. baka naman jinojoke ako nito. my gash. asan ba yung listahan na yun. bakit feb 2009 pa rin ito.*
Cons: Rose! Congratz. 4 dat, pay0ng ko. Wahaha. Im hapy and proud 4 u.
      *pasado ba ako. bakit hindi ko pa rin makita yung results. leche. san ba yun nakalagay. baka nananaginip ako. wait lang, kailangan ko muna makita yun.*
Unknown number (si sir pala! haha): Congrats.
      *sino ba ito? walang number nakaregister. ay, bahala na. kailangan ko muna makita bago ako maniwala. asan ba kasi yun.*
Sir Gob: CONGRATZ, COLEAGUE!
      *hindi naman siguro nila ko lolokohin ano? pasado nga siguro ako. hindi, kailangan ko munang makita.*
K-ann: Congrats friends!!!
      *hindi ko pa rin makita kung nasaan. rawr. intrinsic plus position.*
Ma'am Van: C0ngatulations.......
SRG: Congratulations...
Ma'am Penny: Cngrats!...
      * totoo naman siguro ito ano? Hindi ko pa rin mahanap. Sabi ng nanay ko magtanong daw ako kung saan makikita pero ayaw ko magtanong. Sympathetic responseeeeeee...... shing kuning kuning kuning kuning...*

Matapos ang matagal na paghahanap, hindi ko pa rin makita. Pleazing, where iz it? Nakainvisible pa ako sa ym, wala rin akong nirereplyan sa text. Dahil hindi ko makita, kailangan ko na talagang magtanong. No choice. Typing message to cons... san makikita ang results ng board exams? Ang tagal mag-reply. 10 years. Typing message to K-ann... san makikita ang results ng boards? Talk to me guyzzzzzzzzzzzz... huhu. At last, nagreply na rin. Oh, ibang link binigay. Prcresults chorva... ayan na. *click click* Ayan na, Congratulations... down down asan letter T... Toledo, Cherry Rose Ortega....

Tahimik... iyak... refresh refresh... iyak pa rin... ako ba talaga ito... refresh...iyak lalo... sigawwwwwwww wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... tahimik.... sigaw ulit... waaaaaaaaaaaa

PASADO AKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....



THANK YOU LORD FOR THIS BLESSING!

GOD IS GOOD!

CONGRATULATIONS, OT AND PT COLLEAGUES.
KUDOS, ISKOLAR NG BAYAN.


     

Blog EntryGame ka na ba? Boards na!!!Jul 11, '09 9:53 PM
for everyone
The board exam is just around the corner. I can feel it coming now with less than 2 weeks left on my calendar.

I was dreaming of valgus, varus and all anatomy related words last night. Haha. I was seeing anatomy words written on the board. I kept seeing the srg classroom. I was hearing the voices of the lecturers. Rawr. Even my dreams have been invaded.

Let's do this. *Hoo hoo*  




Blog EntryHaay. Dreamland.Mar 28, '09 11:32 AM
for everyone
12 hours of sleep is the best gift ever.
SARAP.


Blog EntryGoodbye Sta. Rosa. Hello, Calamba!Nov 2, '07 10:13 PM
for everyone

We spent three long days fixing our house in Calamba. It was a disaster during the first day. Everything was out of place. Some parts of the house weren't finished yet, and some needed repair. It was very frustrating at the beginning, but little by little, we managed to put our things in the right places. Unfortunately, I was not able to bring the adaptor of my charger, so my phone was asleep the whole time.

This new place is really quiet. The fresh cold air makes you feel sleepy at day time, though you've had enough sleep at night. It is a place where you would want to go to when you want to rest. It is perfect for sleeping and eating, but still, it does not feel anything like home. For now, it's a mere house.

On our last day, we visited papa and lola at the memorial park before we went back to Makati. We brought orchids and cute candles in green and blue containers. I haven't visited them in months, and being there made me feel secured and complete.

Now, we're back in our "mini home". It's so nice to be back. I can hear the noise of Makati and see the colorful lights of the city again. Everything just feels so right.

Perfect fit. I'm home!


Blog EntryThanks, everyone.Oct 31, '07 2:57 PM
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I can enjoy the sembreak from now on. I just saw the result of the removal exam in anatomy and I passed. I can't describe how happy I am. Thanks for everything, guys. Thanks for the encouraging words.

Cons, thanks for being so optimistic. Salamat sa mga text nung gabi na muntik na kong matulog na lang imbis na mag-aral. :)

LOVE YOU ALL!

See you soon!  


Blog EntryOf Rain and MemoriesOct 28, '07 1:17 PM
for everyone

Read this one at http://www.peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=4354 . The title caught my attention, and the content captivated me. 

Of Rain and Memories
Contributed by seminarista (Edited by arwen)  
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ 01:27:04 PM

My exhausted body has been lying on the bed for almost an hour now but sleep seems to elude it. The darkness that envelops the entirety of the room, whose sole purpose is to act as a come on for that elusive spirit doesn't quite seem to help. Counting sheep doesn’t help either. I heave a deep breath and tightly hug my pillow in sheer desperation. I remain still in that position for a few minutes till I hear a familiar sound playing on the rooftops-- rain!

All of a sudden, I feel ecstatic. I have always been fascinated with rain and I have been wishing for summer to be cut short to make way for the rainy days. And now that silent wish has been granted! I cuddle my pillow more tightly as I intently listen to the soothing music composed by the dancing raindrops. It never dawned upon me that such act would take me to a train of memories. Memories, which I thought I have long safely buried at the deepest part of my heart.

It was raining cats and dogs then. I was unfortunately stuck, of all places under a shed, which hardly covered me from nature's rage. My cellphone had died down which left me virtually isolated to my utter exasperation. But when I craned my neck I realized I wasn't alone. At the other end of the shed you were there standing. You were dripping wet and your hair was completely disarrayed. You were like the proverbial basang-sisiw so to speak but you were still cute nonetheless. When a strong, cold wind blew past us, I saw you shiver. Without any feeling of diffidence, I approached you and lent you my jacket. You refused it but yet another freezing wind blow made you change your mind.

A few moments later, amidst nature's seemed-like-endless wrath, we found ourselves comfortably chatting as if it wasn't the first time. The cerebral but far-from-being-serious conversation and our frequent giggling made me forget that we were jammed in this poor place that now looked like an island and that I was so desperately wanting to go home. The soothing sound of your voice and your contagious laughter blending with the swooshing of the wind made me silently wish that nature would continue to unleash her temper so I could hear more of your laughter. But she didn't connive with me for after a while the rain stopped and the wind pacified to my dismay. My disappointment was aggravated when out of nowhere, an unoccupied cab passed by and you hailed it right away. I was itching to ask for your number but how could I? My cellphone was perfectly inutile and I didn't have a pen with me and worst of all, I sucked at remembering phone numbers. But my face completely lit up when you asked for mine. I tried hard not to stutter in surprise as I recited my number.

The following morning, I received a text message from you asking me to see you so that you could give me back my jacket. I acceded. That meeting became the first of the many meetings. It wasn’t long before I felt I was falling for you. I tried to conceal it every time we were together but the feeling was just too strong to contain. So the next meeting, I summoned all the courage and finally spilled the beans. To my utter astonishment, you reciprocated it. I couldn’t believe it at first and I thought everything was just a dream but there you were, in front or me, in flesh, smiling.

More frequent meetings, marathon phone conversations, endless exchange of text messages and sweet nothings followed. I was the happiest every time were together. We were inseparable and we were so much in love. Or so I thought.

One day, you just disappeared without a word. I tried to reach you—phone, SMS, chat, email or what-have-you—but to no avail. The days became weeks but still I waited every single day for you to come back and tell me what happened and hoped that everything would be all right. I tried to keep the candle of hope burning but it soon faded out. And still there was no you.

My good friend told me I should not let my world stop because of that. I should move on and live life anew. But how? I didn’t know where to start picking up the pieces again because I didn’t know where I left off. I tried hard to leave the past behind and just let time heal my severely damaged heart but even the littlest of luck seemed to have abandoned me when I needed it most. In spite of what you did to me, I still couldn’t forget you.

Oftentimes, I would still find myself staring at nothingness, thinking of what could be stopping me from finally getting over you. Could it be because all this time, I never ceased to love you? Or could it be because I felt insulted and I was just waiting for you to come back so that I could unleash my anger in your face?

For Pete’s sake, you could have at least told me that you wanted me out of your damn life. I would have understood and we could have separated with no bad blood in our veins. You could have called it quits and I would have readily set you free. But you didn’t. You opted to make me look utterly stupid by making me hang on to a love I didn’t know had long died.

I had the right to know, but you deprived me of it. This only proved that you never really loved me in the first place. You just fooled me into believing that you did. And if you thought that I would think that you leaving me without a word was an act of love, because you spared me the painful truth, think again. I honestly thought that it was a perfect execution of sheer cowardice, of downright spinelessness, of absolute selfishness.

I know now that I no longer love you. The hatred and bitterness in my heart have definitely washed away whatever feelings I have for you. You had all the chances in the world but you never dared to take any. You never called it quits and you made a big fool out of me.

The rain has stopped. So has the beating of my heart for you. And I’m going to sleep now.

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01.11.06

 


Blog EntryOnly hopeOct 19, '07 8:30 PM
for everyone

My dream of having a no-removal-exam semester has just been shattered 30 minutes ago when I opened the e-mail containing the removals list for Anatomy. I can't shy away from the thought that my 4 year course of BS OT would turn into 5 years or worse, even more.

My pre-final grade was not that bad. I only had to pass the final exam, and everything would be fine. The day of the exam came and I messed up. I was not prepared when I took the final exam. I was not confident, not even a bit that I would make it. Somehow, I expected this removal exam, but until the very end, I still held on to the hope that some kind of miracle would happen. My happy ending did not come true, and it was all my fault. I failed myself and everyone who believed in me once again.  

Here I am, blaming myself for all the times that I chose my bed over my books. Here I am, for the nth time, calling myself stupid for being careless and stubborn. I should have done better, but I never did. I always say this, but I never change.

Being pessimistic, once in a while, might actually be good for me. I am so full of myself that's why I always get tangled into this kind of situation. Enough of the self pity, my ego can't take it anymore. I can sense an explosion coming any minute now. Hopefully, a good thing will come out of it.

There's still a light in the middle of this darkness. I still have one more chance after all. I still have a chance to make up for all my failures. This time, I'll grab and never let go of that happy ending.

All the best to those people who are feeling the same way as I do right now. Fight!

 


Blog EntryToothacheOct 6, '07 6:00 AM
for everyone

Argghh! What's with this freaking toothache?!!! I thought I could forget about it for a few hours if I sleep, but guess what? I am wide awake early in the morning, because it is terribly PAINFUL! My head aches and my eyes hurt too. What have I done to deserve this punishment? Ahh.. hate it! I've been taking pain relievers and antibiotics since last night. I don't feel any effects. PAINFUL! PAINFUL! PAINFUL!

I will go to the dentist later.

ALL THE BEST!

 


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